The
Measure of a Man Author’s
notes: The
past several years, I’ve posted a Father’s Day story in honor of the special
men in my life. Sticking with tradition, “The Measure of a Man” features not one,
but two, Bob-White fathers. Join us now as we peek back into the college
years of Win Frayne and Matt Wheeler, and then be prepared to fast-forward
several years to see how the past influenced the future. “The
Measure of a Man” is dedicated to Kari. I don’t know if you’re still reading
fan fiction, sweetie, but if you’re out there, this one’s for you! Sixteen years before The Secret
of the Mansion… Win
Frayne meticulously folded his favorite flannel shirt and then laid it on top
of the neat pile of clothes already in his suitcase. He was so engrossed with
the task at hand that he failed to hear his best friend’s approach. “I hate to tell
you this, Win, but the Boy Scouts aren’t outside handing out badges for the
guy with the neatest bag,” Matt Wheeler teased, a devilish glimmer in his
deep green eyes. “You never know,”
Win countered. Matt snorted. “I
seriously doubt the dean’s going to keep you here over the weekend because
you forgot to properly fold your underwear in half.” “I assume you’re
already packed and ready to go,” Win commented. He smirked over at his
friend, who was without a doubt the more carefree one of the pair. “Of course.” Matt
sat on his friend’s twin-size bed. “It took a whole five minutes, most likely
a new Matthew Wheeler record.” “Well, don’t come
crying to me when all your clothes are wrinkled when you unpack them,” Win
scolded lightly. Matt shrugged his
broad shoulders. “That what irons are for.” “Do you even know
how to use an iron?” Win inquired,
one ginger brow quirked skeptically. Matt grinned like
the cat that had just eaten the proverbial canary. “No, but that’s what mothers are for. Or in my case, housekeepers.” Win tossed back
his head and chuckled heartily. “You’re not gonna win any favor from the
feminists, my friend.” “True,” Matt
agreed with a chuckle of his own. “It’s a good thing that I’m so charming and
good-looking that I can win over everyone else. And according to my
grandfather the senator, winning over the majority is the key to success.” Although the
exchange was lighthearted, Win sensed a serious undertone. In spite of how
his friend claimed to be out for himself, Win realized it was a farce. The
rest of the world may have bought Matt’s cutthroat persona, but Win knew the real Matthew Wheeler, the Matthew
Wheeler who was caring, compassionate, and considered others above himself.
Although the Wheelers were wealthy, they were by no means filthy rich.
However, Matt’s family was
powerful. His mother and father loved their son fiercely, and had groomed him
for greatness. Completely devoted to his parents, Matt was determined to
succeed. If Win knew his friend as well as he thought he did, he knew that
success wouldn’t come at any cost. Somewhere along the way, Matt had missed
the “go for the jugular” mentality the rest of his family possessed. Win just
prayed that Matt would be strong enough to rise above his family’s influence
and become the man he was meant to be.
The man, Win knew, that Matt truly wanted
to be. “You’re destined to be
highly successful in life, my friend,” Win said quietly. “I only hope that
you’ll be satisfied with the road you’ve chosen.” Win closed his suitcase,
and then walked over to Matt and thumped his back affectionately. Sensing it
was time to change the subject, Win steered the topic of their conversation
in a more lighthearted direction. “So, how’re you spending your holiday
weekend?” “Dad and I are going
fishing,” Matt told him. “That sounds like
fun.” Matt nodded. “Yeah,
some of my best memories are on that lake. Dad and I have really bonded there
through the years. How ‘bout you?” “Well, I’m making a
slight detour so I can visit Uncle James and Aunt Nell. I’m going to spend
the night with them, and then I’ll head to Gloversville on Friday,” Win
explained. “Do you have any plans
after you get home?” “Mom has a list of
chores waiting for me,” Win said. “Since Dad died, the garage has become so
cluttered that she can barely squeeze the old Buick into it. Of course,
that’ll have to wait until Saturday, because I have big plans for tomorrow
afternoon.” “Since Katie’s going
home to White Plains, I’m assuming your ‘big plans’ don’t include a hot
date,” Matt remarked. Win shook his head, a
boyish lopsided grin parting his lips. “Unfortunately not.” “Don’t tell me you’re
volunteering at the soup kitchen again?” Matt’s voice hinted at his
exasperation. “No, that was last
month,” Win corrected. “The Salvation Army?” Win shook his head.
“No, I’m not scheduled to go back there until after Thanksgiving.” “All right,” Matt
proclaimed, lifting his palms in surrender. “What charity are you volunteering at?” “A children’s home.” “A children’s home?”
Matt repeated incredulously. “Will there be children there?” “I’m not an expert on
the subject, but from what I understand, a ‘children’s home’ does usually
house children,” Win replied in his most smart-aleck tone. “Ha-ha, that was
hilarious,” Matt responded sarcastically. “Don’t tell me. You’ll be wowing
the kids with your comedy act, right?” “For your information, I’m hoping the nun in
charge of the orphanage will let me teach the kids a nature class over summer
break.” “Are you kidding?”
Matt snorted in disbelief. “You’d give up your summer break to teach a bunch
of snotty-nosed munchkins the difference between an oak leaf and a pinecone?” “Actually, I thought
we’d start with something more basic…such as, what poison ivy looks like and how to avoid it,” Win argued good-naturedly. “If they catch on
quickly, I have my leaf samples all ready to go.” He cast his friend a
sidelong glance. “Wanna tag along?” Matt wasted little
time considering the offer. “Thanks, but no thanks. I like fish a lot better
than kids.” “I thought you liked
children,” Win remarked. “Oh, I do.” Matt
grinned. “I just happen to like them a lot better at a distance.” “Don’t you want kids
of your own someday?” Matt’s expression grew
sentimental. “Well, maybe one or two. But not in the immediate future.” “Don’t tell me,” Win
said. “You want a strapping, young lad to carry on the proud Wheeler line.” “Actually,” Matt
began, “I’ve always wanted a daughter— a dainty, little girl that could wrap
me around her little finger with one bat of her huge eyes.” He cleared his
throat nervously, eager to shift the attention off himself. “I’ll bet you want a whole houseful.” “Yeah, that’s what
Katie and I have planned,” Win affirmed. “What if you only get
one?” Win chuckled. “Well,
if Katie has her way, we’ll get a freckled redhead who’s the spitting image
of his father. Of course, I wouldn’t mind a little girl that looks just like
her mama, but I admit that I would like a son to carry on the Frayne legacy.” “Think your son’ll be
a Boy Scout like his old man?” Matt asked teasingly. “If I do my job right,
he will,” Win countered. “Frayne, without a doubt, you’re the biggest
do-gooder on the whole planet,” Matt commented with a shake of his head.
“You’re going to win the Nobel Peace Prize before you’re thirty.” Win made a face. It
appeared he was uncomfortable with his friend’s praise. “I’m not finding the
cure for cancer, Matt. I just want to do my part to make the world a better
place.” “And you think you can
do that by teaching orphans the difference between a pine needle and an oak
leaf?” “Well, it sounds like
a good place to start,” Win said. “And teaching a nature course isn’t nearly
enough. These kids need a lot more than just a few hours every Saturday.” Matt studied his
friend closely. “Has anyone ever told you that you’re a strange guy?” “Only once or twice,”
Win answered with a wink. “However, in my
opinion, a guy’s strange if he doesn’t
want to help the people who need it the most.” Matt’s conscience
burned, something that happened almost every time he spoke with his honorable
friend. “So, what does Katie think about this?” “She’s all for it,”
Win replied, surprised that Matt even had to ask. “Of course she is.”
Matt’s comment held no sarcasm. As much as he hated to admit it, the
tenderhearted, generous Katje Vanderheiden was the perfect match for the
civic-minded, honorable Winthrop Frayne. “It doesn’t surprise me a bit that
Katie supports you. However, since you two are connected at the hip, I’m
shocked that she’s willing to spend the summer away from you.” “Actually, she wants
to volunteer at the orphanage, too,” Win told him. “She loves working with
kids. In fact, we’ve talked about starting a school for needy children
someday.” Matt shook his head in
disbelief. “You and Katie never fail to amaze me. Sometimes I think God just
sent you to be my roommate to make me look bad.” “Maybe He sent me here
to talk some sense into you,” Win joked. “Maybe you’re right,”
Matt said in a voice barely audible. “So, do you want me to
sign you up?” “Sign me up for what?”
Matt inquired. “Why, to join the
staff of our school, of course!” “Are you serious?”
Matt snorted. “Have you given up your Boy Scout lifestyle and taken up
smoking crack?” “Why do you sound so
surprised?” Win asked with a shrug. “I think you’d be good addition to the
staff.” “You have started smoking crack,” Matt
stated. “Hey, I’m being
serious,” Win argued. “Kids like you, Matt, and they’re a good judge of
character. I’ve seen how they gather around you at the park. Why, I’ll bet
someday you have a whole crowd of teenagers who’re always hanging around your
house.” “Great, something to
look forward to,” Matt responded wryly. “Someday you won’t be
nearly so cynical,” Win said, chuckling at his friend’s horrified expression.
“When you’re older and wiser, you’ll see things differently.” Matt quirked a
skeptical brow. “Is that so?” “God has big plans for
you, my friend. If you’ll yield to Him, He’ll use you in ways you never
imagined.” He paused as he cocked his head pensively. “He might even use you
to help start my school.” “Yeah, who knows,”
Matt mumbled. He shifted, uncomfortable by the direction this conversation
had taken. “Maybe after I’ve struck it rich, I’ll be able to back you
financially.” “Maybe.” With a
close-lipped smile, Win turned to the shelf that neatly housed his textbooks.
“Guess I’d better pack a few of these in case the nuns ask me to start
immediately.” Matt stood silently
for several moments as he watched his friend gather the materials he’d need
for his class. Finally, the question niggling at his mind had to be asked. “Win?” “Yeah?” “Why do spend so much
time helping people?” Win turned around, his
emerald green eyes wide with surprise. “Do you really want to know?” “I do.” “I once heard someone
say that the measure of a man is his family,” Win explained. “I don’t want my
own father not to measure up because of me. And when I have a son, I only hope that I can show him what’s truly
important in this life, as Dad taught me. After all, my son will measure me
someday.” Matt nodded mutely.
Although he didn’t speak, he would remember Win’s words for the rest of his
life. On Friday
afternoon Win arrived at the orphanage. The large, open room in which he sat
smelled vaguely of Play-Dough and peanut butter, an odd combination which he
found surprisingly soothing. Several children played in the area around him,
and more than once, Win had to pry his briefcase away from sticky fingers. He
chuckled ruefully as he noted the tiny fingerprints covering the brown
leather satchel. Almost
instantaneously, the children ceased their playing. The very same boys and
girls who had been whooping and hollering only minutes before now stood in
silence, their backs ramrod straight. They marched out of the room in a single
file line, reminding Win of miniature soldiers. He had just opened his mouth
to ask where they’d received their military training when he saw a tall,
thin, grim-faced nun standing in the doorway. She looked down her nose at the
children as they filed past her. If her icy glare wasn’t threatening enough,
she held a rod in her right hand, and every so often would smack it against
her left palm. Once she and Win were
the room’s only occupants, she strode purposefully to her visitor. Win
observed her perfect posture, noting this must have been the person who’d
trained the troops. Here comes the drill sergeant, Win
thought to himself with a grin. Now that the children were gone, he expected
the nun to smile in greeting, or at least remove the stern frown from her
face. Much to his surprise, the grimace remained, as if it had been set in
concrete. He found himself almost quaking in his shoes as the nun approached
him. “Mr. Frayne?” she inquired briskly. Win instinctively
gulped as he felt the pressure of the nun’s intense scrutiny. “That’s me,” he
said as cheerfully as possible. Any pretense of joy screeched to a halting
stop as the woman’s disapproving gaze bore into him. Her dull gray eyes
reminded him of a magic measuring stick, and Win was positive he didn’t come
close to meeting her rigid expectations. He had to fight the urge to squirm. The nun studied
Win disapprovingly through the bifocals perched at the end of her nose. “I
assume you’re the young man who wishes to enlighten our residents this summer.”
“I’m prepared to
do my best.” Win cleared his throat nervously. “By the way, you can call me
Win.” “As an example to
the children, I’ll refer to you as Mr. Frayne,” the nun replied, almost
uncaringly. “My name is Sister Mary Agnes.” Win smiled politely.
“A pleasure to meet you.” Sister Mary Agnes didn’t respond, only making Win
more apprehensive. “When we spoke on the
phone,” he continued anxiously, “you mentioned that you wanted to interview
me before you made a decision. Do you want to do that here, or did you have
somewhere else in mind?” The stern-looking
nun pulled a watch from her pocket and looked at the time. “You’re twenty
minutes early, young man. As much as I commend you for your punctuality, we
do have a schedule to keep. My duties as administrator require my attention
until “Yes, ma’am,” Win
answered. Strangely, he felt like a little boy who’d just been forced to sit
in the corner wearing a dunce cap. “I hope you’re
prayed up, Mr. Frayne,” the nun warned with a shake of her long index finger.
“These children are surely the spawn of Lucifer himself, and I have serious
doubts that an inexperienced teacher such as yourself will be able to give
them the rigorous instruction they need. However, I plan to keep an open mind
until after our interview.” With that, the nun
turned on her heel and marched away. “Thanks,” Win mumbled
as she left. He exhaled slowly, relieved to be free from the intimidating
presence. With nothing else to
do, he walked over to the seating area and sat down on a threadbare couch.
The lumpy sofa proved to be as uncomfortable as it looked, and Win struggled
to find a spot where he wasn’t being jabbed by a spring or sinking to the
floor. After a lot of wiggling, he finally found a position that wasn’t
torturous. Suddenly, a small head
wearing a cowboy hat poked up from behind the couch. “Is she gone yet?” Startled by the unexpected
voice, Win jumped several inches into the air. When he landed, he leaned back
and clutched his racing heart. “Where did you come from?” he panted. “From behind the
couch,” a little boy answered in a stage whisper. “This is my hidin’ spot.
It’s a good one, huh?” Win struggled to keep
a straight face. “Well, yeah, I guess it is. Who exactly are you hiding
from?” “Ol’ Hatchet Face.”
The boy’s eyes nervously darted around the room. “Did she leave?” “Who’s ‘Ol’ Hatchet
Face’?” The boy rolled his
eyes. “Jeesh, mister! You don’t know nothin’. Ol’ Hatchet Face is what I call
Sister Mary Agnes.” Win had to cough to
keep from laughing. He did his best to muster a stern expression. “That’s not
a very nice thing to call a nun.” The little boy
appeared much older as he studied Win with great skepticism. “Have you ever met Sister Mary Agnes?” “Briefly.” “Did ya like her
much?” Win decided to change
the subject. “Why’re you hiding back there? Don’t you have schoolwork to do?” “Guess so,” the boy
replied with a shrug. “Well then, shouldn’t
you be in class with the rest of the boys and girls?” “I s’pose.” It was Win’s turn to
look skeptical. “Won’t your teacher realize you’re missing?” “She’s usedta me
skippin’,” the boy answered matter-of-factly. “I do it all the time.” “Why would you do
that?” The little boy sighed
wearily. “All we ever do is work, work, work. Why, I’ve been writin’ so much
that my poor little fingers is nearly broked clean off!” With a petulant
pout, he held up his stubby fingers as proof. Although the
aforementioned digits appeared to be in fine working order, Win carefully
examined them for any sign of damage. “Hmm… They look fine to me.” “Well, they may look fine, but I wouldn’t be surprised
if I catched the gangrene.” The boy’s eyes were wide with the severity of his
situation, and he was so earnest that he almost convinced Win that he should
be taken to the infirmary. “Surely you don’t work
all the time,” Win said. “I saw
children playing when I arrived.” “You jus’ happened to
come durin’ our afternoon break,” the boy explained. “We only get fifteen
minutes to play, an’ that’s only cuz it’s a law or somethin’.” He leaned
closer to Win and whispered, “Ol’ Hatchet Face is a real slave driver. She’d
work us forever an’ ever if she was allowed.” Win studied the young
lad through narrowed eyes, not knowing whether to believe him or not. “So, can I come out
now?” the boy asked. “I’m all squooshed up back here.” “Well, if you’re
asking if Sister Mary Agnes is here, she isn’t,” Win answered cryptically. He
wasn’t about to give this truant student permission to skip class. With a sigh of relief,
the little boy wiggled out from behind the couch. He carefully adjusted his
cowboy hat with one hand as he held a stick horse in the other. In spite of the fact that
Win knew he should shoo the boy back to class, he couldn’t keep from watching
the little imp’s antics. His eyes sparkled with amusement as he examined the
miniature broncobuster strut around, pretending to lead his faithful steed
behind him. Win couldn’t help but
remember the nun’s earlier warning. While she had tried to portray the
children here as little devils, Win had known better. Just as he’d suspected,
the sister’s description of the orphanage’s residents had little merit. The
cowboy’s head wasn’t spinning, and ectoplasm wasn’t shooting from his mouth
as he levitated off the ground. He’s
just an ordinary, little boy, Win thought to himself with a smug smile. Mischievous, perhaps, but that’s to be
expected… The black cowboy hat
the child wore was too large for his head, so the little boy had to keep
pushing it back so he could see. Although most of his features were hidden,
several freckles were speckled across his cheeks. He wore a red and white
checked shirt, and his patched blue jeans were too short for his spindly
legs. Even though his scuffed cowboy boots had seen better days, they put a
swagger in the boy’s step. “What’s your name,
cowboy?” Win asked. “Roy,” the little boy
answered without skipping a beat. “What’s yours, mister?” “Win. So, how old are
you, Roy?” Roy’s freckled nose
wrinkled. “Why do growing-ups always wanna know how many years we kids are?” “Well, Roy, as
‘growing-ups’, it’s our job to find out things like that,” Win teased, his
voice solemn. “So, if I don’t tell
you how old I am, ya might get fired, huh?” Unable to lie, Win
merely shrugged. “I’m six,” Roy
answered helpfully. Win stifled a grin as
he noticed that Roy held up seven, not six, chubby fingers to provide a
visual. “How many are you,
mister?” the little boy asked. “I’m twenty-two,” Win
told him. “Whew,” Roy whistled
under his breath. “That’s a lotta fingers.” “It sure is.” Win
tipped his head in the direction of Roy’s stick horse. “What’s your friend’s
name?” “This is my horse,
Trigger,” Roy said quite proudly. “Ain’t he a dandy?” “He sure is.” Win
reached out a hand to pet Trigger, who was actually a ragged tan shirt, sewn
and stuffed so that it vaguely resembled a horse’s head. Trigger’s mane
consisted of a few patches of yellow yarn, and two big black buttons served
as eyes. Although the horse was in all actuality a rather sorry-looking
steed, his owner looked proud as punch to claim him as his own. For that
reason alone, Win deemed Trigger more valuable than the most recent winner of
the Kentucky Derby. “Why, I don’t think
I’ve ever seen a finer animal,” Win bragged. “You’re a lucky boy to own such
a horse.” “I sure am!” Roy
agreed enthusiastically. “I had another horse before Trigger. His name was
Silver, but his head kept fallin’ off.” He leaned closer to Win and added in
a conspiratorial tone, “We hadta put him down. Can’t have him sufferin’, ya
know.” Win mustered a
sympathetic expression appropriate for such a tragedy. “I’m sorry to hear
that.” “Well, these
things happen,” Roy said with the maturity of a boy twice his age. “Yes, they do,”
Win murmured. “That’s why it’s always wise to take care of our animals.” “Yes, sir!” Roy
agreed, bobbing his head up and down. “I always tell the boys ‘round here
that they gotta treat their horses good. You gotta ride ‘em ev’ry day, and
you also gotta take their saddles off and brush ‘em before you do anything
else.” Win smiled.
“That’s right! It sounds like you have the makings of a fine equestrian,
young man.” “Yeah, I’m gonna
be a cowboy someday. Jus’ wait an’ see.” “It’s hard work
being a cowboy,” Win warned. “That’s okay with
me,” Roy said, shrugging. “I’m gonna round up doggies all day, sleep out
under the stars, an’ watch out for any Indians lookin’ for a fresh scalp.” Win forced himself
not to grin. “I doubt you’ll have to worry about being scalped by the Native
Americans.” “Who’s the
‘Native ‘Mericans’?” Roy inquired curiously. “That’s the
proper way to refer to Indians now,” Win explained. “And just so you know,
they don’t scalp people anymore. They’re pretty much like you and me.” “Oh.” Roy looked
truly disappointed not only by the name change, but also by the fact that he
was no longer in danger of losing the skin on top of his head. Noticing the
boy’s disappointed frown, Win added, “However, some Native Americans live on
reservations and continue the old traditions.” Roy brightened
slightly. “Hey, mebbe one of them’ll try an’ scalp me. Do you think they
might?” “Maybe,” Win
encouraged, the corners of his lips twitching. “The Indians
‘round here’ll scalp ya,” Roy proclaimed, his eyes wide. “Why, me an’ some
other cowboys jus’ barely got away from a tribe on the warpath the other day.
They was whoopin’ an’ hollerin’ somethin’ fierce as they chased us. Well, at
least until Sister Mary Agnes started yellin’ at us to quit. Some of the dumb
girls here thought we was act’lly gonna get scalped, an’ they started
bawlin’.” Roy rolled his eyes in an exaggerated fashion to show his
frustration. Once again, Win
found himself biting back a chortle. “Someday, you’ll come to appreciate
women and all their mysterious ways.” “Blech!” Roy
scrunched up his freckled nose in disgust. “I think I’ll jus’ stick with
horses, mister.” “Believe it or
not,” Win began, “as wonderful as horses are, the fairer sex surpasses their
charm by far.” One side of Roy’s
mouth turned upward as he tried to make sense of what Win had said. “Huh?” “In some ways,
girls are better than horses,” Win interpreted. “Nuh-uh.” “Uh-huh.” “Like how?” Roy
challenged. “For starters,
ladies smell a lot better than horses.” After a brief pause, Win tacked on a
tentative, “Well, usually.” Roy snorted. “One
day someone bringed a horse to the orphanage for us kids to ride. The man let
me help put the saddle on, an’ when I did, I smelled that ol’ horse real
good.” He leaned closer to Win, and then added emphatically, “He smelled a lot better than Sister Mary Agnes. She
smells like broccoli.” Win was suddenly
overcome by a coughing fit, which prohibited him from responding. “Anyways,” Roy
continued, “I’m never gettin’ married. It’s gonna be me an’ my horse, ridin’
off into the sunset all alone.” Having firsthand
experience at being a teenage boy, Win knew quite well that Roy’s opinion
would likely change in a few years. He kept that thought to himself, though.
“Well, I hope you both are very happy,” he replied instead. “We will be.”
Roy’s small chin edged its way up proudly. “As long as I got me a horse, I
won’t need nobody else. I’ll have my horse, an’ he’ll have me. An’ it won’t
be a stick horse, neither. It’s gonna be a real, live, honest-to-goodness
horse, with a real mane an’ a real tail an’ everything. That way, his head’ll
never fall off again.” “That sounds like
a fine plan,” Win commented. “Where are you getting this ‘real, live,
honest-to-goodness’ horse?” “As soon as I’m old
enough, I’m runnin’ away an’ headin’ out west,” Roy replied. “I’ll buy me a
horse there. A real neat one, too, that can do tricks like Wild Bill
Hickok’s.” “That’d be
great.” Win assumed a thoughtful expression. “You know, horses cost a lot of
money, especially the kind like you want. How’re you going to afford to pay
for it?” Roy’s brow
wrinkled thoughtfully. “Whatcha mean?” “How’re you going
to pay for this fine horse you hope to purchase?” Win prodded. “I dunno,” Roy
answered, shrugging. “I guess I’ll figger that out once I’m out west.” “How’re you going
to get out west?” “I ain’t figgered
that out, neither,” Roy admitted. He looked up at Win with wide eyes. “Hey,
what would you do?” “Well,” Win
drawled out slowly, “if I were you, I’d go to school every day, graduate from
high school, possibly go to college or a trade school, and then find a
good-paying job that I’d enjoy.” Roy scowled. “I
thought you was gonna tell me how to get my horse.” “I did,” Win said
with a grin. “Once you have a good job, you can save a little from each
paycheck to put towards a horse. I’m sure if you worked very hard, it
wouldn’t take you long.” “But that ain’t
no fun, mister.” Roy threw up his hands and then slapped them against his
thighs to express the hopelessness of his situation. “It’ll take me forever to get my horse. Why, I’m only
in first grade, and I gotta bunch to go!” “Once you
graduate, it’ll be worth it.” “Humph,” Roy
muttered. “That’s easy for you to
say. You’re a growing-up, an’ you don’t even hafta go to school no more.” “Actually, I’m still going to school,” Win corrected. “Well, gee
whiz.” Roy collapsed onto the couch,
all hope a distant memory. “If you
ain’t made it through yet, as old as you are, then there ain’t no hope for
me.” Win chuckled.
“Nobody said you had to go to school for as long as I have. I’m in college
now, and actually I could’ve graduated last spring, but I have a double
major.” By the look of
confusion on Roy’s face, it was obvious that nothing Win said had made any
sense. “You mean you coulda been done with school, but you went back all on
your own without anyone makin’ you?” “I certainly
did,” Win affirmed with a laugh. “And believe it or not, I actually like school.” Roy’s chin almost
hit the floor. “No way!” “Yes way.” Win
decided to try a new angle. “Roy, the key is to find something you enjoy
about school.” “But I don’t
enjoy nothin’,” Roy said, shaking his head. “You mean you
don’t like math or English?” Roy shook his
head again. “Nope.” “How about
science, social studies, or spelling?” Roy’s upper lip
curled in distaste. “I don’t like none of that junk, neither.” “Well, what do you like?” “I like horses,
an’ I like doin’ stuff outside.” Roy frowned sadly. “But we never seemta have
time to do that kinda junk.” “Don’t you get to
play outside?” “Not really,” Roy
said, shrugging. “We us’lly hafta stay inside. Sometimes we ask if we can do
somethin’ fun, but they ain’t got enough people workin’ here. The nuns say
it’s more ‘portant for us to do our work, anyway.” Win nodded
thoughtfully, carefully choosing his words. “Yes, it’s true that your
schoolwork is important, but it’s
also important for you to have fun.” “Do you think you
could tell Ol’ Hatchet Face that?” Roy asked hopefully. The little boy’s
expectant expression was the only thing that kept Win from smiling. Something
about that look made his question sad rather than impertinent. “Actually,” Win began,
“that’s why I’m here. I’m going to talk to Sister Mary Agnes about teaching a
class about nature. Do you think you’d like that?” “Sure!” Roy answered
excitedly. However, his enthusiasm quickly waned, and his grin was replaced
by a pout. “She’ll say no, though.” “Why do you say that?” “ ‘Cuz she always says no,” Roy retorted. “Sometimes I don’t even think
she knows the word ‘yes’.” Win patted the boy’s
shoulder and offered him an encouraging smile. “Well, I’ll do my best to talk
her into it.” “Good luck,” Roy told
him with all the gravity a six-year-old boy could muster. “You know, maybe we
could convince Sister Mary Agnes that learning fun things would help you
learn the things that aren’t so fun,” Win suggested. “That’s a good idea.”
Roy’s eyes brightened. “Hey, I gotta idea! Why don’t you start a school that could teach boys like me fun stuff?” “Me?” “Yeah!” Roy agreed,
bobbing his head up and down several times. “You seem like a real smart guy.
I bet you could teach me real good!” Although Win was
tempted to give an impromptu lesson about the differences between adverbs and
adjectives, he decided against it. “It wouldn’t be very smart of me to only
teach you about nature. There are a lot of other things you need to learn as
well.” “But why can’t you
teach me about that other junk, too?” Roy asked, his tiny brows knotted in
confusion. “If a school would mix some fun stuff in with the boring junk,
it’d make it a lot easier to learn the boring junk.” Win’s eyes narrowed
thoughtfully as he considered Roy’s words. He had to admit that the little
boy’s suggestion wasn’t half bad. “You know, Roy,” he
began, “that might actually work. If we mixed fun things like woodworking,
horseback riding, agriculture, zoology, and survival into the curriculum, it
might be an incentive for boys like you to give your core subjects proper
attention.” “Would this school
jus’ be for rich kids, or could kids like me come, too?” Roy held his breath
as he waited for the answer. “Well, it’s all still
in the planning stages, mind you, but I think this school would be open for any little boy in need.” Roy’s expression grew
even more hopeful. “Am I in need?” A lump settled into
Win’s throat as he considered Roy’s situation. “Yes, I think you’re just the
type we’re looking for,” he answered, his voice husky with emotion. “Yeehaw!” Roy whooped,
throwing his hands in the air in exultation. “Gee, thanks, mister!” “Whoa, hold on there a
minute, little fella,” Win said with a chuckle. “This isn’t something that’s
going to happen instantly. It could take years to tackle something like
this.” “But you’re gonna try,
right?” “Yes, I am,” Win
answered. “Do you promise?” Roy
urged. “Cross your heart?” Win smiled.
“Cross my heart and hope to die.” “I don’t want ya dyin’,
mister,” Roy protested. “Then I’ll never
get to come to your school!” Unable to contain
his laughter, Win threw his head back and enjoyed a hearty chuckle. He
affectionately patted the boy on his shoulder. “Roy, someday I hope I have a
boy just like you.” Smiling shyly,
Roy hooked his small hand through Win’s elbow. “Mister, you don’t hafta hope you get a boy jus’ like me. Right
now, I ain’t nobody’s boy, so you can have me!” Roy’s heartfelt
offer brought tears to Win’s eyes. His heart broke as he looked into the
boy’s sad green eyes. Then and there, he vowed to start his school, if it was
the last thing he ever did. Before he could
answer Roy, a shrill voice caused them both to jump. “William!” Win watched
curiously as “Roy” scrambled to attention. “Don’t you have
geography class now?” Sister Mary Agnes demanded. “Yes, ma’am.” The
little boy’s voice was meek, and his demeanor was respectful. “Then why aren’t
you there, young man?” Win watched as
the little boy stood silent, frozen with fear. His sage green eyes stared at
the rod in the nun’s hand, and Win could see him tremble. “Pardon me,
Sister,” Win quickly interjected. “I hate to interrupt, but I can’t let R...
er, William take the blame. He was
on his way to class, but I stopped him. I guess I got kind of lonely, sitting
here all by myself, so I struck up a conversation with the lad. I’ve always
been blessed with the gift of gab, and it was hard for the little guy to get
away. I hope he won’t be punished for my foolishness.” The nun stared at
Win with disgust. Disappointment evident in her tone, she turned to her young
charge and said, “I suppose I’ll overlook your transgression this time, William. However, next time
I shall not be so lenient.” “Yes, ma’am,”
William whispered. “Thank you, Sister Mary Agnes.” “Now, say goodbye
to Mr. Frayne.” The nun looked pointed at Win, and then added, “I doubt
you’ll be seeing him again any time soon.” William
obediently stuck out his hand for Win to shake. However, instead of accepting
his hand, Win pulled the little boy close to his chest and embraced him. “Thank you,
mister,” William whispered tearfully. “I’m sorry I made Sister Mary Agnes mad
at ya.” “Let me worry about Ol’ Hatchet Face,” Win
murmured in the boy’s ear. “That’s enough,
William,” the nun ordered sharply. William
reluctantly pulled away, his eyes clouded over with sadness. “Keep your chin
up, cowboy.” Win affectionately tipped the boy’s chin upward. “And hey, I
thought your name was Roy.” William smiled
broadly, revealing two missing front teeth. “Sorry ‘bout that, mister.” He
used a freckled hand to tip his cowboy hat farther back on his head,
revealing a thick shock of red hair. “Act’lly, the name’s Billy. Billy Regan.
See ya!” Billy turned on
his heel and dashed out of the room, Trigger in hand. Once he was out of
Sister Mary Agnes’ reach, he paused in the doorway and offered a final
request to his new friend. “Don’t forget about me, mister.” Win nodded, too
choked up to say anything. But he knew that, for as long as he lived, he
would never, ever forget Billy Regan or the promise that he made to him. Twenty-seven years later… The
years passed. Although Win had kept his promise to always remember Billy,
Billy soon forgot about Win and the school. By that time, he was well-acquainted
with disappointment, and his defense mechanism was to remove anything from
his mind that could possibly cause him more pain. So, as he
witnessed the groundbreaking ceremony for Ten Acres Academy, Bill Regan had
no idea that he had actually met Win Frayne or had hoped to attend this very
school. Regan practically
beamed as he listened to the speech of his longtime employer and friend,
Matthew Wheeler. The rest of the academy’s trustees stood slightly behind
Matthew in a show of unified support. During Matthew’s
speech, Jim waited on the right side of the platform, knowing he would have
to speak next. The future headmaster of Ten Acres Academy was surrounded by
those he had personally selected to serve on his staff: Marge Trask,
Vice-Principal; Brian Belden, school physician; Mart Belden, part-time
teacher of agriculture and journalism; Diana Lynch Belden, part-time teacher
of the arts; and William Regan, activities coordinator. From his spot on the
podium, Regan could look out over the crowd. The rest of the Bob-Whites and
their families were sitting in one large group. He could see Dan in the front
row, his arm protectively draped across the back of his guardian’s chair.
Regan noticed that Dan would occasionally pat the old man’s shoulder in a
reassuring manner. It was a struggle for Mr. Maypenny to endure sitting in
such a large crowd, but he also knew the stubborn old coot wouldn’t miss this
important event for anything. Farther down the row,
the rest of the Beldens watched proudly. Trixie stood out to Regan; her
wistful gaze was clearly fixed upon Jim, her expression yearning. In the next
seat, Honey fiercely gripped her best friend’s hand. The hazel-eyed young
woman looked as if she’d burst with pride. Beside her daughter, Madeleine
Wheeler, cool and aloof when Regan had first met her, had to keep a tissue
under her nose as she softly wept tears of joy. Although Ed Lynch was on the
platform, Carolyn was sitting in the second row, a set of twins on either
side. It was the realization
of not only Jim’s dream, but the dream of all who cared for him. The guest list of this
grand event wasn’t limited to Jim’s family and friends. Not only was the
president of the First National Bank of Sleepyside in attendance, there were
quite a few officers from loaning institutions in White Plains, Croton, and
even New York City. All of Sleepyside’s local businessmen and elected
officials were on hand, and Regan recognized several politicians, including
congressmen, senators, and the governor of New York. Quite a few of the
audience members were with the news media. Regan noticed the call letters of
several broadcasting stations, and the number of cameras flashing hinted that
the crowd also included reporters from the various national newspapers. It
seemed that Matthew Wheeler had used every connection he had to draw the
attention of New York’s most influential and civic-minded citizens. Suddenly nervous,
Regan shifted from one foot to the other. As he looked around at the people
standing with him, he felt undeserving of such an honor. He was the only
person on the platform without a college degree. Forget college degree, he thought to himself. I didn’t even graduate from high school.
But hopefully what I lack in education, I’ll make up for in dedication… Out of the corner of
his eye, he could see Jim looking at him. He met his fellow redhead’s gaze,
and saw Jim raise a celebratory fist. The desperate look he’d seen in Jim’s
eyes when the boy was on the run from Jonesy was long gone. Those same eyes
were full of renewed hope. The crowd suddenly
burst into applause, snapping Regan out of his thoughts. He watched as
Matthew motioned for Jim to join him at the lectern. Tough as he was, Regan
had to sniff back a tear as he watched the father and son embrace. Before
returning to his spot with the rest of the trustees, Matthew tenderly clasped
Jim’s cheeks and leaned closer to whisper something to his son. Like the rest
of the curious onlookers, Regan had no idea what was actually said, but he
could tell Jim would remember Matthew’s words forever. After eleven years of
dreaming, the husky redhead claimed the microphone to officially designate
the parcel of land he’d inherited from his great-uncle as the future site of
Ten Acres Academy. Clearly overcome, Jim struggled to choke back the lump
that had risen in his throat. “In the book of Second
Samuel, we read of King David’s desire to build a permanent house of worship
for the Lord,” Jim began. “Although David’s intentions pleased the Lord, He
wouldn’t allow David to build the temple. The Bible says that David a man
after God’s own heart, but he had been a man of war. Instead, the Lord chose
David’s beloved son, Solomon, to construct His house. Young Solomon, feeling
unworthy of such an appointment, knew the only way he could accomplish such a
monumental task was if the Lord granted him wisdom. “As I stand before you
today, I understand how overwhelmed Solomon felt. When I was a little boy, I
remember sitting on my father’s knee, hearing him talk about his dream of
starting a home for troubled boys. Like Solomon, I inherited my father’s
dream. Also like Solomon, it wasn’t God’s will for my father to accomplish
his dream. However, just as the temple was a necessity, so is this school. It
would be a tragedy for my father’s dream to die with him. This home for
troubled children is bigger than Winthrop Frayne; likewise, it’s bigger than
me. If I’m to make this dream a realization, I will surely need Solomon’s
wisdom, the wisdom that can only come from the Lord. “My father used to
tell me that the measure of a man is his family,” Jim continued. “As I recall
his words, I can’t help but wonder how I’ll ever measure up to such a great
man. I will be forever grateful for the positive influence my father had upon
my life. He took his role as the patriarch of our small family very
seriously, and made it his duty to not only talk the talk, but also to walk
the walk. He led by example, and by watching him, I learned invaluable
lessons about life, love, and responsibility. “Although his days on
this earth were cut short, his legacy will be never-ending. His integrity,
honor, and compassion left a lasting impression on all those he met.
Therefore, in memory of a man who should never be forgotten, I hereby
dedicate this land to the purpose of constructing Ten Acres Academy, Home for
Troubled Children. May the vision of Winthrop Frayne be shared by us all.” Misty-eyed, Jim turned
to Regan, who immediately handed him the 14K gold-plated ceremonial shovel
that Matthew had purchased specially for the event. Somberly, the would-be
headmaster walked off the platform and over to a spot in front of it.
Sticking the shovel’s blade into the spot chosen for the cornerstone of the
building, Jim announced, “To whom much is given, much is required.” He scooped
a pile of dirt from the ground and tossed it aside as the crowd stood to
their feet, wildly applauding. From his vantage point
on the podium, the tears which he’d sniffed back earlier could no longer be
dammed. Moisture flowed down his weathered cheeks as he witnessed the birth
of what would prove to be the salvation of countless underprivileged
children. As proud as he was of Jim, he only wished he could’ve had the honor
of meeting the man who’d been his example. Little did Regan
remember that, not only had he met Win Frayne, he had been Win’s inspiration. Credits: Thank
you to the wonderful ladies who volunteered to edit this story on such short
notice. Steph H and Ryl, I greatly appreciate your help! According
to Steph, “The Measure of a Man” is the title of a country song. Since I’d
never heard that song, I did a search and found out something interesting.
Apparently, there have been several songs by that name performed by artists
such as Jack Ingram, Clay Aiken, Elton John, and 4-Him. And believe it or
not, I haven’t heard a single one of them, and none of them provided the
inspiration behind this story. A visitor to Jixemitri and Zaps actually did
that by asking what would’ve happened if Win and Regan had met. That comment
set my gears to turning, and this story resulted. While writing, I tossed
several titles back and forth, but during an episode of “Without a Trace”, I
heard one of the characters say, “The measure of a man is his family.”
Immediately, I knew that was the title of this story, and sorry, country
music fans, it came from FBI Agent Danny Taylor, not Clay Aiken or Jack
Ingram. ;-) Have
I piqued your interest about Matt Wheeler’s family background? I truly hope
so! More on him to come… The
orphanage Win visited was the one at Glens Falls, where Regan and Danielle
were sent after Angels of Mercy burned down. For a reminder, read “Revelations”. From
all accounts, Regan had an unpleasant childhood. How he would’ve benefited
from attending a school like Ten Acres! I
once heard the term “Ol’ Hatchet Face” in an old movie. I’m not sure which
one, although I do think it was in “The Private War of Major Benson”. The
term tickled me so that I used it in this story. Since
Regan was obviously a fan of old cowboy movies, I decided he’d call himself
“Roy”, especially since his horse’s name was Trigger. And I couldn’t very
well use “Billy”, lest everyone immediately figure out the identity of this
little imp! The
term “growing-ups” was coined by Sam, who used that word for a long, long
time. Ever
since I began planning my universe, I always knew the school was originally
Win’s dream with the David/Solomon comparison in mind. |